Got the opportunity to see the Bangkok city once again from the very top. Once again the Sawasdee and Kapunkarp jingled the ears. Thai airbus of Thai airways, it seems, made only for promoting tourism. Colorful seats and colorful airhostess with interactive chit chat. Explaining the drinks and foods, requesting for the food varieties and had a friendly environment, looked more than mere fulfilling their job.
Never thought that I will see Bangkok once again so soon. The memories just rolled down in front of my eyes. The city with lot of flyovers covering almost the full city was easily visible from the top reminding me of all the places I visited last time. I was searching the tallest building of Bangkok, Baiyolke, in the twinkling of lights but it seems the tallest building was so small in the cradle of earth when viewed from the top.
Sometimes in spite of lot of planning and calculation, things don’t happen in the way. The memories always roll up and down in your mind. That time the particular event was so valuable for you now it is nothing then mere a memory in the jungle of memories.
There are moments when you are so lost in these memories that you start planning and thinking things which looks pleasant but you know that at the end you are just trying to make yourself happy with these types of thoughts which are practically impossible.
The life keeps on rolling and deciding your fate, choosing your destiny and even makes decision on the people who will be around you irrespective of your like or dislike. In the fight to notify your appearance many times I wonder if it is my fate who is driving myself to the things I don’t want or it s my fear and indecisions which is driving me away from the things I want.