This feeling was not new for me although, the transition, to the completely new world, hopefully will not be as painful as my past experiences. I always wonder how one feels when he is dying. He doesn’t know at all where he will transit to. He only can feel that all that what he dream off, created, preserved and valued will no more be with him. This place is closed for him forever and he doesn’t have any idea to the new place he is landing to. He closes his eyes and the complete life, all his good and bad deeds rolls down. Now all his achievements in whatever respect is just meaningless. He thinks that someone loved me so much. How can they live without me or how can he, if he is going to a new place live without them. Whatever he thinks slowly the darkness covers him and he rests in peace. Sadness spreads in his kith and kin, tears pours out and slowly people get busy in the race of life again. Slowly life comes to normal. After all, nature’s law was not written with emotions.
What if someone know that they are going to die in few days? Suddenly his thinking toward life changes dramatically. He wants to live as much as he can. Pours out love for anyone he knows. Tries to be friendly and helpful all the time. Enjoys uncontrolled and ready to do brave things, ready to take risk and tries to make people around smile.
The long term assignments out of country and giving all the best to finish the assignment with completing all the stages halts one day. Not only this assignment with the project but there are undeclared assignments to understand the culture, living style, food, language to make the place comfortable for yourself so that forthcoming days becomes comfortable and happy.
All the day fighting to make the things right with project and try to make life happy after office by becoming one of them. With the time passes by the project picks up things starts moving and same time project of real life in new country also starts moving. Making new friends learning language, trying new dishes, exploring things and finding places to hang out with only thing in mind that we are going to stay for long time here.
Time speed is always faster then our imagination. Time flies and the day comes when you have to just leave. Cut off everything pack your bags and just leave. Move to completely different place with totally different people, food style, culture, language and work environment that is your own homeland. Lucky in the case that we know where we will transit to.
When the date of your transit closes, you try to make every moment left in your life here memorable. Talking and making friends with the people you never talk before, trying new things and giving all the good treat to the people around.
Walking inside airport forces you to look back at the long time spent there where each moment will soon be nothing mere then a dream. All the people, places, fun and all those things which left your brain cells vibrate whenever you think about it. Soon the flight will take off and you will be going far, far and so far that any time in future in normal circumstances you will never be able to get the same thing again. Death from one place and rebirth in a new place. rebirth may be the correct proverb I guess since in the new place you are totally different, different in the way you live your life, either in work place or outside work place.
When the date of your transit closes, you try to make every moment left in your life here memorable. Talking and making friends with the people you never talk before, trying new things and giving all the good treat to the people around.
Walking inside airport forces you to look back at the long time spent there where each moment will soon be nothing mere then a dream. All the people, places, fun and all those things which left your brain cells vibrate whenever you think about it. Soon the flight will take off and you will be going far, far and so far that any time in future in normal circumstances you will never be able to get the same thing again. Death from one place and rebirth in a new place. rebirth may be the correct proverb I guess since in the new place you are totally different, different in the way you live your life, either in work place or outside work place.
Life is colorful, death is peaceful, it's the transition which is painful.
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I dont know what people think but I do believe in this.One thing, other life is not this life and we dont know what will happen tomorrow. So, from today, be who we are and love our beloved. :)
Traveling is always interesting. Anyway, When u start to be familiar to a place and people there, some bond and responsibilities would be formed. When you move and move always, it means run from such bonds always. :D.
This article helps me understand you more. Life is impermanent. We have to learn to accept and follow up it with a constructive outlook. Just think that somewhere in this world there's someone who always follows and searches for ur steps in life and pray for u as well. Just think that u are lucky that u have chances to enjoy food style, culture, language and work environment - to meet many different kinds of people etc...
Life is colorful as holi festival. We enjoy it and after that we wipe out ourselves to rebirth...
Hope you lead a life with joy, luv & possible thoughts :)
Hmmm.. When we die our body will go, the intention with which we had taken birth will die(if we allow). We will be still there as a whole with our thoughts, attitude and intentions. Transition from life to death and death will be peaceful only when life lived peacefully.
It is left to us to choose between permanent and imparmanent. Life is continuous.
If we choose for the permanent one(which i have choosen now), then our attitude, behaviour, way of living life totally changes. We start living life as it is without trying to cut, copy, paste, edit, redo, undo... it goes on(which i tried to do in the past).
In the death and after death we will be same as we are now, nothing changes. If we are honest, truthfull and intentions and good then we will have the clarity of life, death, transition and after that. Otherwise we keep on falling from one pit to other. We can cheat ourselves and try to cheat others(not possible at all because when we think we cheat others we are cheating ourselves only(how? will comment next)) but at no point we can cheat life.
Whatever we live everything is there etched in nature, our minutest thoughts(which we might think 'kisiko pata nahi chalega'). We have to answer for all not to anybody but to ourselves.
Life should be lead in such a way that we should be able to face ourselves after lived(is there any other punishment needed to fear about than we fear to face ourselves).
Life will be peacefull(death, transition and life after death) if lived peacefully...
@Anonymous: thank you Anonymous for your detail and new angle thought in this regard. Only one point puzzled me is if ur thinking is against "kisiko ko pata nahi chalega " why ur posting is Anonymous ???
Birth is what you take birth on this Earth.Death is what you are going away from Earth.rebirth is what you are coming back to Earth.
If you are done Gud things,then u will be born as animals,if u r done bad things u will be born as Human Beings.So you select what u want Enjoy.........
@Kiran: great thought.. I am still discovering how to describe gud things and bad things... still confused..
I feel good thing is 'Na khud ko dukh do na doosaron ko', 'Live and Let Live'
whatever impression we carry about ourselves will be reflected on others and on our own life. if we are frustrated with ourselves, if labeled ourselves as bad then we think everything is bad in the world. How we are, we perceive the things in the same way.
And I feel bad thing is the attitude of 'doosaron ko maarne ke liye khud marne ko tayyar (jhoota-muta)'. People with this kind of attitude will get up from their own built-up grave-yard the moment the opposite person dies.........
@Kiran : Hahaha .. if u will do gud thing u will born as animal..??? too funny